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Trying to find my spot in writing.

I am not a good writer but i am hoping to be one because i have a lot to share. I just do not know whether it good stories, quotes, life journey story, that might interest someone. But whether i am writing about something that means nothing to someone but to me means a lot . That it is why i am going to enjoy writing, let my feelings out and maybe just maybe my stories, quotes will help someone or heal someone else wounds. I am not sure what to focus on, but i would like to write about everything, anything that interests me. If i have something to share i am going to do that. Where the sun set its when some place starts to rise.

Happy blogging my friends!

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The pursuit of happiness

After watching this movie called pursuit of happiness i realise that, It really doesn’t matter how much pain and struggle one can endure. How many reject you have received in your lifetime. How many disappointments in your life you have experience. To pursue your happiness its all about how strong you are, physically and mentally, how far you are willing to go to achieve your goals /dreams. Will you give up that easy, will you throw away the towel or will you fight for your happiness. Other people work two job so that they can be able to support their family, yes its hard but at the end of the day its worth it.

When the movie goes to deep, i was sad and crying that even his wife left him but he told her that if she is leaving his son stays, fully knowing that he doesn’t have a paying job, he was struggling but he gotta to hold on to his son so he can keep on pursuing

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The beginning of a new chapter. (in my life)

Her name is Orendwaho Adivhaho Rasalanavho, she is only 3 months and 3 weeks old. She was born on the 16 may 2019, a day that i will never forget, the beginning of an new chapter in my life.

My angel sent from the heaven. The day that she was born i felt something in my soul, something changing, something that i never felt before, the unconditional love exploding, and i lay my eyes on her and ever since then she was all i think about every minutes of everyday.

She spent few hours without opening her eyes but when she does, they were beautiful, my own identity, my better half, my daughter and i was so grateful and so happy. I never knew i could possess so much love for one person. I never thought someone can take over my heart just like that. Jesus she is everything and much more..

Her smiles melt my heart, she literally make me happy without even trying. I pray that one day i can be able to offer her a better life.

Since she arrive i have found peace, and i feel like my life is where it should be. “There is nothing as powerful as mother’s love, and nothing as healing as a child’s soul.”

My princess, my pride and joy, my pumpkin, my life, my love, my cute and adorable daughter. I never liked the idea of sleepless night but the ones with you are worth it. To wake up in the morning and lay my eyes on you is priceless, and to know am spending the night next to you is everything to me. You are my world.

I truly love you so much.

To my daughter. Never forget that I love you. Life is filled with hard times and good times, but I will always have your best interest at heart.

Love your amazing mom.

PAIN… A NEW DIFFERENT KIND..

They say just like a grief, pain also occur in different stages or let me just say that there are different stages of pain. This was a new one…. To what i was feeling was beyond, it was so deep to what i have felt before, it was something new and it violently demanded to be felt, in a way pain never demanded before. It’s the kind of pain that swoops in and overtake everything . I felt like i was losing my breath, i felt like something in me is being removed forcefully. Like everything you do just remind you of how much you are struggling and you have no idea on how to stop this pain, all you can think about is, what if i could just stop breathing, only just for a moment, will i be alright, when i catch my breath will i still feel this horrible pain again. It beats me hard to the core.

….. They say that depressed and suicidal people do not really want to die, they just want the pain to stop and the only way to stop is to stop living. That where i was at. I was so weak and i did not have any strength to fight it, the pain took over….. I gave up and allow the pain to have me. It was so hard for me to raise above, it was a new pain.

I Am A Women…

Strong women aren’t simple born. We are forged through the Challanges of life. With each challange we grow mentally and emotionally. We move forward with our head held high and with a strength that can not be denied. A women who have been through storm and survive, A women who fought battle and won, A women who believes that God wont give us a challanges that we wont be able to find a solution, A women that does not lose hope, who is always hoping because having faith helps her to face the following day, A women who fell down and raise above like it was nothing. We are warrior’s. I am one of those women.

Happy spring

Spring is my favourite season of the year. I love spring, as in Spring is the season after winter as we know and before summer ofcourse. Days become longer and weather gets warmer.

And everything becomes alive, trees become greenish again. Flower stars to blossom. Beautiful colors become apparent in many landscapes as flowers come out of hiding and start blooming. And i smile a lot as am in love with the nature.

Another reason i love spring is because Peoples’ Mood Improves: After a dreary winter, sunlight is the best medicine. “Scientists have proven that sunlight exposure increases your body’s release of serotonin in the brain causing people to be happier” . And i am alway happy in spring.

    Mending the broken pieces

    I have been looking for something, something that can make me happy. In 2016 i met a guy, we fell inlove instantly and i said to my self this is it, i have found something and i was happy. I was happy to be in a relationship, in a relationship with this guy but it was not that something that i was logging for. When times goes by i realize i am broken, broken inside and all i need is to pick up the broken pieces and mend them together, it was tough for me though but i had too. Let me tell you, no one will make u happy if u are not happy yourself, i was sad so sad and i hurt people because i wanted to feel something. The love i found just proved to me that all i need is to fix myself, i was asked to jump and i asked how high. People use to walk all over me because i was on the journey of looking for something that is unknown. Something that today i still dont know what it was.

    Today i have mend my broken heart, i am in peace with every decision that i make. I do not allow another person happiness to be on top of mine. I have putted myself as a second to other people but now i chose to be my first priority. Today those people who use to say jump and i would ask how high no longer talk to me nicely because i have chosen myself over them. Today every word i say insult them cz i am looking out for myself. As i realize they never care about how i feel,

    it is always about how they feel. Today i am Rosemary who believe and put herself first before everything. And since i have realised that i am so happy. I am moving forward with no regret only being grateful and appreciating the man upstairs more.

    He Will Never Leave You Or Forsake You.

    I believe what is ahead of you is so much greater than what is behind. So make room for God to move in and through you! Do not think God cannot use you in ways beyond your imagination. He can, and I believe He WILL!

    So let these truths encourage you today:

    There is no relationship that God cannot restore.

    There is no person God cannot save.

    There is no chaos from which God cannot bring peace.

    There is no pain that God cannot redeem.

    There is no sin that God cannot forgive.

    WHAT does it really mean to love the Lord?

    What does it really mean to love the Lord with all of your heart, soul, mind and strength?

    It means to give God every part of you, putting Him at the center of every situation you face and continually pursuing Him through your praise, prayer and patience.

    It means relationship with the Sacior should take priority over all relationships. To do this, you must be able to love your neighbour as yourself otherwise you can’t fulfill loving your God with all your heart, soul, and mind.