I have been looking for something, something that can make me happy. In 2016 i met a guy, we fell inlove instantly and i said to my self this is it, i have found something and i was happy. I was happy to be in a relationship, in a relationship with this guy but it was not that something that i was logging for. When times goes by i realize i am broken, broken inside and all i need is to pick up the broken pieces and mend them together, it was tough for me though but i had too. Let me tell you, no one will make u happy if u are not happy yourself, i was sad so sad and i hurt people because i wanted to feel something. The love i found just proved to me that all i need is to fix myself, i was asked to jump and i asked how high. People use to walk all over me because i was on the journey of looking for something that is unknown. Something that today i still dont know what it was.
Today i have mend my broken heart, i am in peace with every decision that i make. I do not allow another person happiness to be on top of mine. I have putted myself as a second to other people but now i chose to be my first priority. Today those people who use to say jump and i would ask how high no longer talk to me nicely because i have chosen myself over them. Today every word i say insult them cz i am looking out for myself. As i realize they never care about how i feel,
it is always about how they feel. Today i am Rosemary who believe and put herself first before everything. And since i have realised that i am so happy. I am moving forward with no regret only being grateful and appreciating the man upstairs more.